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Cormac McCarthy’s ‘The Road’

In the interest of full disclosure, I had never heard of McCarthy before seeing the movie adaption of No Country for Old Men, so you can count me as someone that jumped on the bandwagon after it became popular. But boy, am I glad that I did.

As a reader I found this a difficult novel to absorb. Perhaps I have just not been exposed to such upsetting situations in the literature that I have consumed, or perhaps I was in a malleable mood when I was reading it, but I was very much unsettled by the entire experience. I have also developed an overall darker mindset over the last two years, and so maybe that contributed to it. I won’t go into details (mainly because I think that shock is an important part of the experience), but certain sections of the book forced me to put it down and take a few deep breaths. I remember swearing loudly at a scene near the end of the novel, and I vividly remember having a tough time talking to my girlfriend later on that evening. That scene in particular made me very upset, mainly because I felt that it was an entirely plausible situation. It’s distressing to be confronted with such a stark, bleak assessment of humanity and to seriously wonder if it was actually possible. I ended up not even telling my girlfriend about it, for two reasons: first, it is a disturbing image, and second, because I think that it would be easy to hear it and immediately dismiss it as false or unrealistic. It isn’t until you become entirely enmeshed in the world that McCarty creates that you start to seriously consider the plausibility of the atrocities that are committed. I cannot remember another novel that caused this reaction in me, which speaks volumes about McCarthy’s ability as a writer.

As an author I was immediately struck by McCarthy’s writing style. At the time I had never read Joyce or Faulker, two authors that are frequently mentioned when McCarthy is discussed. And even though I had been exposed to writing that invokes certain elements of that style, something about McCarthy set me ablaze. I felt as if I have never really been exposed to that fluid style of writing until reading him (and then Faulkner and Joyce…out of order, really, but at least I’ve now done it). I really can’t put my finger on it. Reading back through my work, I see that my composition style is extremely rigid. I think my writing is riddled with instances where it is obvious that I am terrified of making minor mistakes, anxious that I am going to make a dumb error with my verb tenses, and nervous that I am using the same word too often.  I concentrated on the mechanical process rather than the intentions behind my writing. Reading the works of the aforementioned authors has, I think, helped me to calm down and enjoy the process rather than worry about every little comma or phrase. Hopefully this epiphany may help me open up a little bit.

You know what? I was all ready to send you to Wikipedia again, but I’m not going to do that this time. I strongly recommend reading this book without knowing any of the plot details. I know that the information is readily available, but skip it for the time being and go check out this book from your library. Reading about it on the internet just won’t give the same effect.

Back in action

Back up and running. I’m still pretty bummed out that I lost all of that work, but shit happens. I’ll just pick up where I left off and rewrite the sci-fi story from memory. I think I’ll be okay.

Big uh-oh

Yeah, so….uh, my computer just died. Typing this up on my company laptop. Worst part is, it’s the motherboard and my main drive has RAID on it. I have to replace the motherboard and so I’ll probably have to format the RAID. And all of my stories are on the RAID. Now, I won’t lose anything I’ve already produced, as I back up everything religiously, but I will most likely lose my latest story. Most of it, anyways. So that’ll set me back. Quite a bit, actually. That’s actually pretty depressing and upsetting.

Awesome.

Sci fi short story coming

I’m working on a science fiction short story, it’s about 50% done at this point. My plan is to have it done by the end of this upcoming weekend. We’ll see how it goes!

Relaunch!

Alright, all done. Things are looking pretty good.

We’ll see if I feel like writing in the near future. Who knows? Lately I’ve been feeling pretty lethargic when it comes to writing or even just reading.

Redesign

I think I’m going to migrate over to Wordpress tomorrow. I’ve found a good minimalist theme that I think I can easily modify, and the whole process should be pretty straightforward. This way I’ll have a proven archive system and comments, something I’ve wanted to implement but have been too lazy to really do. There are tons of little bugs I’ve always wanted to fix on this site, but…it would be so much work. Also, I have no idea how well this thing would scale. Probably not well. Honestly, I don’t know why I would even bother with that particular bit, but better to be prepared I guess. I’m ever the eternal optimist, it seems.

Tomorrow I’ll start to migrate. Not sure how it’ll work, but maybe I’ll also be able to migrate my old posts for the sake of completeness.

No dice

That diary story proved too difficult for me to finish successfully. I like where I started, but the ending goes into a realm I am not prepared to enter yet. It basically requires a completely unreliable narrator, something I am not confident enough to attempt. Well, that’s not true. I did attempt it, and it was crap. I need more practice.

I am attempting to produce a daily writing diary, and I am working on a story currently. I’ll see where it takes me (the theme of this site, it seems).

New ‘exercise’

I had a story written in the form of a diary sitting in my stable of ideas, but I never finished it. Re-reading it I actually really like it so far. The ending is definitely the most difficult part to hit successfully, so I’m not sure if I want to attempt to finish a stream-of-consciousness/abstract piece of do a more concrete writing exercise. I’m leaning towards the concrete example. It’s been a while, I need to refresh myself.

No exercise

I am not going to write something about that late-night walk. Everytime I try to write it I get bored or stuck or both. Usually both. I have a few ideas bouncing around inside of my head, and so I think I will just write those instead of manufacturing exercises for the time being.

On hold

Latest exercise is on hold. I wrote a very surreal story last week that I want to finish editing first. I don’t particularly like it, but I want to make it as good as possible before I move on.

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